Took a hit...

Well, I kinda took a hit yesterday. Realized the ex had moved on which is a good thing but you know that feeling you get when you realize they have moved on from you is really, well.....sucky... That kinda ate at me yesterday. I'm pretty much over him but I still have some head issues to deal with. I wasn't holding on by no means and it's not like I haven't been seeing people, just the first shock... But, now that shock is gone. The only shock I have to handle now is seeing him...or seeing him out with someone else. So, I think I'm doing really good. I'm in a good position.

I'm going to the county fair tonight with a friend. That should be loads of fun...OK not really but it's better than not going and setting at home doing nothing which I have gotten great at. I'm a master at it. One great thing about living alone...you can be naked all the time... AWESOME!! Anyway, I better head off to work..

I'm good, I really am....

Still surviving...

Well, it's been a little while since I've last posted. Actually, a guy cooked me dinner dinner after my last post which was extremely nice. I had never had a guy call and as me to come over for dinner and he actually cook it for me. That was cool... But anyway, of course the reason I am writing is because probably for the last week, I've been sorta down... Today will mark the fourth week since I've talked to the ex... That is a very good milestone in the moving on process, it is just kinda hard. I mean, I totally realize that I am in a MUCH better place now it just sucks that you shared soo much with someone and now they are completely out of your life forever. I guess that's why breaking up is hard to do. It's not like I'm setting at home alone. I mean, I have my friend who comes over all the time. We went and seen "Invincible" Saturday night which was a really good flick.. I guess I just miss being in love. Loving someone, you know. Oh well, I will find the right one, I just have to sift through the wrong ones to find him. Anyway, I am getting better. My Vegas Trip is in two weeks and I am going to have SOOO MUCH FUN!!! That's what I really need. To get away for a while. Come back with my head clear. I can't wait!!!