Still surviving...

Well, it's been a little while since I've last posted. Actually, a guy cooked me dinner dinner after my last post which was extremely nice. I had never had a guy call and as me to come over for dinner and he actually cook it for me. That was cool... But anyway, of course the reason I am writing is because probably for the last week, I've been sorta down... Today will mark the fourth week since I've talked to the ex... That is a very good milestone in the moving on process, it is just kinda hard. I mean, I totally realize that I am in a MUCH better place now it just sucks that you shared soo much with someone and now they are completely out of your life forever. I guess that's why breaking up is hard to do. It's not like I'm setting at home alone. I mean, I have my friend who comes over all the time. We went and seen "Invincible" Saturday night which was a really good flick.. I guess I just miss being in love. Loving someone, you know. Oh well, I will find the right one, I just have to sift through the wrong ones to find him. Anyway, I am getting better. My Vegas Trip is in two weeks and I am going to have SOOO MUCH FUN!!! That's what I really need. To get away for a while. Come back with my head clear. I can't wait!!!