Set myself up...

You know when you think you're over something and you can face it then something happens to really disappoint you and you kinda backslide... that's what I'm going through.
I was stood up twice this week.

I swallowed my pride and asked someone out to dinner and I not rejected, but left hanging....twice... I guess that's a pretty good sign not to try that again. So now, I'm kinda sad. Not a sad sad but a disappointment sad which I think is totally worse. For some reason, I've moved on and I'm doing good but I set myself up and I did that all by myself. I thought I was strong enough to handle it but I guess not.

I have two different people who great me freakin' great, and adore everything about me and I still hold on to the one person who doesn't see me that way... I'm an Idiot!!!

Seriously and truly and full fledged idiot!!!