The Break Up...the movie

I just watched The Break Up.... It is amazing that it is entirely my relationship. Exactly the reason we broke up and exactly the things I wanted to happen. I broke up with him hoping he would see the light and change his ways. See what it is he had and what he let go of. See the error of his ways and change to keep me... Of course in the end, that's not the way it is. Oops... I hope I didn't ruin the movie for anyone. It was funny because the guy in the movie was exactly like my ex. And I can see why she loved him and I can see why she left him. It's like looking from the outside in. Really really weird.

Well, today is my last day to hold on. I was invited to hang out with some new people today. It would have been alot of fun if I would have went. Instead, I sat around the house waiting for a phonecall from the ex. Hoping that he would want to see me and all... The other person kept calling and I didn't answer. That was wrong of me. That was wrong to miss an opportunity just because I'm holding on. It's becoming very obvious that he is who he is and nothing I say or do will ever change that. I need to let him go and invest my time in other interests. I'm starting to realize I WANT to find forever love. I WANT to be with someone for the rest of my life. I need to quit wasting my time hoping, wishing and praying that I have already found him.

Today is the last day of missing opportunity. From now on, I turn down no one...

I hope....