Almost two weeks....

Wow, let me tell you what.... time flys... The last week has been full of unexpected crazy things, none which I care to elaborate on. All very meaningful and life altering, but all which I will deal with in private. I've been working on my friendships for the last week. A friend needed me and I stepped it up and helped him through some hard times. I still don't think he gets it, but I do care deeply for my friends. I hung out this weekend with some friends from work.

Friday night I went out after work for a drink with a buddy. I actually had a great time. A guy hit on my at the bar and that made me smile. I knew my night was gonna start to suck when I got home so the attention was very flattering. The ex called and said he wanted to "talk". I had a bad feeling about it, so I made sure I enjoyed my time out with my friend before I let it get to me. Well, the ex never did show up to talk. I'm actually totally fine with it.

Saturday I hung out with my closest girlfriend down here. We had a great time. We went to her friend's house (which is worth 1.2 million dollars) and lounged in a kick ass pool drinking peach belini's. Very awesome, very relaxing, very real. It's nice to have friends like that.

I can't believe I have been single for two weeks and I haven't had a breakdown. I'm not going to say he's totally out of my life completely but I am definitely single. I am looking out for number one and I'm gonna find what makes ME happy. And I mean, happy all the time. That's what I want. Happiness....