May Days....

Well, it's been a long while since I've posted. I can't really say a lot hasn't happened but I don't even know where to start. I have some stress to deal with right now. Nothing to really worry too much about but my landlord is selling the house I live in and I'm househunting. That's a really scary thing. A huge huge step to growing up. It will probably all end well but I guess I can't relax until it happens for me. Work is going great and my friends are awesome. Jury's out on the personal life but if it's meant to be, it will be.

I saw "Ice Age II: The Meltdown" and it wasn't as good as the original but still made me laugh. I got my stuffed Sid doll for Easter. My mom lucked out finding the last one at her local Walmart so I got it in my easter basket.

Today, a couple of my closest friends down here are getting married. I value their friendship and I guess they appreciate me also. I helped them out with some things and they got me a Ride-Along pass for the Richard Petty Driving Experience. I never expected them to do something like that for me. It was an awesome surprise and made me feel really really cared for. I wish I felt that way around other people.

You know, some people can throw the word 'love' around like it's nothing. Some think that one word can fix all the bad that has occurred but I've come to realize, you can't pay attention to the word, but the actions. The actions people display can tell you the true story. Just like the Ride-Along gift told me that they really cared for me. I guess I always doubt how much I mean to people and my self-esteem problem really keeps me down. One of my best friends has spent the week trying to get me to see that. I deserve better in life. I deserve respect and love. I'm a good person and I'm good to people. That doesn't go unnoticed.

Well, I guess this post has been pretty scatter-brained but I am kinda scatter-brained right now... I guess I should head to the YMCA and sweat it off. I love you all, and I appreciate you stopping by and reading....