Drama....

I know I haven't posted in awhile... I guess if I can't complain about the ex, then I really didn't have anything to say... For a moment, I'm going to bring him out of retirement. I have let go. Even though he has called and I have spoken to him, I have let him go. I was attempting to just be his friend but its now totally totally clear that that could NEVER happen!! He called last week and wanted me to see a movie with him. I agreed... well, he stood me up again. I wasn't too surprised by it because of the events that occurred the night before. A friend of mine asked me to a party. I first made sure he wasn't going to be there before I decided to go. He wasn't which was good. BUT his mother WAS there. This made me rather uncomfortable but since I didn't drive there, I rode with my friend, I couldn't rightfully leave. As the night wore on, I just avoided her but she stared and watched me the entire time. After I got in the hot tub with some other drunks with her eyes burning holes in me, she got up to leave. I got out of the hot tub and went and changed clothes. As I stopped in the kitchen to get myself another drink, someone pushed me from behind....then got in my face and called me a "Whore".... yep, it was the ex's mother... Who does that??? I haven't been with her son in two months. I didn't do anything to her... I didn't go near her... WTF.... It is completely obvious that I just need to basically not hang out with any part of my former friends. The sad part was, there was one person that was by my side, a true friend, and she confronted her too... just because she was hanging out with me... It's a sad day when a grown mother of 5 decides to confront her son's exgirlfriend. I was the bigger person. I said nothing and did nothing. I'm completely done.

In other news, I have a new guy friend that I have been hanging out with. He thinks I'm a great person and that makes me feel good. After all this shit, he still can't believe I ever dated my ex. So, don't think for a minute that my life is bad and I'm setting around moping because I'm definitely not. I'm doing really really good...