Wow, it's been awhile....

Geez, I don't post in a while and blogspot changes... how weird...  

Well, sorry it's been so long and I hope everyone had a great new year.  
I guess my life has been pretty boring since I don't really have anything 
to write about.  I had a great christmas.  I went to the Roush christmas 
party with my best friend and looked awesome.  You know, the fancy 
dress, heels and all.. It was really fun.  It was like prom all over again.  
My new years day was pretty weird... I actually ran into an ex of an ex... 
One from Ohio. What are the chances of that encounter in 
North Carolina??

Yeah, crazy, I know.  I have no prospects for a relationship and I'm OK 
with that.  I want to fall in love again but I guess I'm not ready or haven't 
met that right someone.   It will happen, I know it, I just get lonely
sometimes.  


I've been hanging out with my best friend, Roush guy alot and a friend from work.  I've been going to art exhibits at the county art museum, which is something new, and hitting the Y three times a week.  I'm pretty addicted to Myspace which is why I haven't been posting here as much.  This is still my major outlet for emotions but myspace is for fun.  

Life is NC is still kickin'.  I've finally started sending out resumes to race teams again.  I'm looking for a house to buy and studying to take the GRE for graduate school.  I guess life goes on even if you are alone.  I'm getting good at it.  

I did have a dream the other night that the ex stopped by for the "talk" that I waited so long for.  In my dream I told him, us breaking up was the best thing for both of us.  And I actually meant it.  Usually I wait up all sorta depressed and sad.  I actually woke up with a smile on that one.  I heard through the grapevine he went to rehab.  Well, his work sent him to rehab.  I'm proud of him.  I wish him well.  I hate it that we couldn't make it to that point but he wouldn't do it for me so we weren't meant to be.  Hopefully he will stick with it.

I have decided, I enjoy partying so I can't have a recovering alcoholic as a boyfriend. I need a social drinker just like me. I don't want to give that up. Selfish I know. Oh well... Anyway I guess that's enough for now. I'm gonna write more often on here. I should probably retitle this blog because I feel the need to discuss relationship woes when I write in here. Oh well... We'll see... Maybe I'll have a relationship in the near future!!