Time flys by....

I really don't understand why I've been waiting soo long between posts... It's kind of weird... So, let me get you up to speed...

I passed the year mark on my past relationship and there hasn't been anyone to really fill that hole... At least not that deep love hole. I hate to say but I checked up on my ex today. He seems to be doing really good. Looks like he has his life in order with a new someone and seems like he's cleaned up his act. Good for him. Even though I had to say it, I'm happy for him. He's become the man I wanted him to be...just a little late. Of course I'm just assuming all that....

I have been hanging out with some new people, one in particular. It's causal right now and I don't really know where it's headed but I have fun with him and we have some common interests. He's quiet like some of my previous boyfriends... which is good for me in a way because I shine and be the center of attention like I like too. I'm still looking for the three things that will make me happy. None of them have come though.

Vegas celebrated her first birthday this past week. She's doing great and she makes me smile every day. One of my friends is engaged and she asked me this past weekend to be a bridesmaid. I will say that I am honored. We've been friends since January and I didn't really think I was at the top of her list. I think the world of her and I'm glad she asked me to be there for her special day.

Stuff like that puts things into perspective. I have people that love me here... yeah, it might not be a special someone right now, but several of them. I would like to say I'm happy with my life. I'm happy with the people I surround myself with. I have almost completely pulled away from those linking me to my ex and that is a wonderful thing. I realize that the people I surround myself with now are a better group for me.
I'm not saying the other group was bad, my friends now are just a better fit. It's funny how you realize some people change you. Some for the better, but others for the worst...

Lesson learned....