Back from my future home....

Well, I'm back from Mooresville, NC. My little alone trip was nice. It helped me not think of my ex. Actually he didn't cross my mind all that much. Only one thought, and it made me smile. My ex had this fetish about Denny's restaurants. Everywhere we went, he wanted to eat at a Denny's. I had never even seen one. I had always planned on finding one and taking him to eat there for a special occasion...well, it just so happens, a Denny's was right next to my hotel... yeah, it made me kinda sad for a moment and then I smiled. I smiled because that was one thing I loved about him. He always talked about Denny's. It was so cute and funny at the same time. I'm glad I have that memory. He did hurt me again though. Someone called him for my phone number and he gave her one I never use, almost like he forgot the number he called me at for the past year. I don't get that. Why would he do that?

Anyway, Stocks for Tots wasn't all that fun. I did get to meet Junior Johnson, Bobby Allison, and Larry McReynolds. To meet the legends was awesome. Yes, Dale Jr was there but I was so far back in the line that he left before I got to meet him...his lose, I looked darn cute!! It was freezing and I stood in line from 5pm to 8:30pm before I even got in the building. The signings started at 6pm and Jr and Kasey Kahne were signing from 6pm to 7pm. I would have liked to have met them both but I guess they had something else to do on a Tuesday night during the off season... OK, so I'm a tad bit bitter but geez. While I was in Mooresville I dropped off some resumes and signed up at an employment agency. I hope I get something. I just need out of here. I am afraid to leave the house for fear of running into him. I don't know why I let it bother me but it does. I just can't see him at all. You know, he was even on my Grandma's Christmas Card last year. Course Grandma thought alot of him.. She doesn't think I can find anyone as cute and as nice as him. I know I can, but that's hard to hear. Anyway, I guess I'll cut this post short and take a nap, I spent alot of time on the road... but I would drive there everyday....