DING DONG, UPS is here....

OK, so today was another good day. I sang really loud in the shower. All the songs were songs that reminded me of him but I sang. I checked my email, he had emailed me. He dropped off my stuff at my work and he was going to pick his up. So, all is good with that, but at the end of every email he writes, "talk to you later". OK, so that really hurts. It's not true, it's just another tiny lie that feels like a pin prick to my heart. I'm still getting better.

On another note, I had that giddy crush feeling today. It was a great feeling and even greater to know I could follow through with it. The UPS man came today. Yeah, I know, everyone fanasizes about their UPS man. Anyway, my UPS man is HOT. And not just a little hot but burn-the-house-down HOT!! Oh so fine!! Anyway, I just finished watching Spiderman 2 *awesome movie, even though I did see it with my ex* and the doorbell rang. Luckily, I was lookin pretty cute and had some form fitting lounge clothes on. I answered the door to see a very nice looking backside walking away from me. You know, if a man can make UPS brown look good, you know he's pretty fine!!! Anyway, so I hollered his name and he shot me his award winning smile and mosied back over to the porch. We flirted like crazy. It had been so long since I flirted freely, I was surprised how it all came back to me. I even threw him the, "maybe we should get together sometime and...." line. He didn't respond by asking me out but he didn't shy away either. By the type of conversation we were having, I think he knew I was interested and I got the hint he might be too. When he got in his big brown truck to drive away, I had a grin from ear to ear. I called my best friend who shares my appreciation for UPS and told her my story. It really did brighten my day and week.... hell, it brightened my life. I'll live off the glow for a couple of days. Maybe that will get me through the weekend without any major thoughts of the ex. Well, I better get shoppin' online... Anywhere that ships UPS....