Hangin with friends is great....

So, last night was a 'hang-with-friends' night!! It was fun. Me and one of my guy friends went to meet my girlfriends to watch my ole alma mater play basketball. Had a really good time. I know most of the kids that play from where I work in the school so it was fun to cheer them on. I just love winning. I can't help it. I'm competitive!!! Anyway, afterwards we went around Athens...

Of course the college students are back in town and the place was jumpin'!! Everywhere, there were hot college guys. I am actually considering going back to school. Only I felt really really old around all the college kids. I mean, 21 was the most common age. 25 is old in a college town!! Oh well, it was still a good time. I even called my guy guy and asked if he wanted to come and hang out and he opted to stay home.... I must have freaked him out or something. I don't know, maybe I'm too aggressive. I really have no clue what's going on. I think I got blown off though...

Well, I do like him and he's really sweet but it's not like I don't have anyone else I'm interested in. I mean, M&M's guy is still there to lust over. I talked to another guy too. I would hate to give up on my guy guy because he is really really sweet and cool. I love hanging out with him and it seems like we both have a good time. I just don't know where he's at with all this. I don't know. He's in the drivers seat. If he chooses to kick me out of his car, I guess I'll just have to deal with that. Find a new ride. Hence, playing the field.

Speaking of the M&M's guy. I think me and him would really hit it off. I mean, we seem to believe alot of the same things. And, he has a little wild side, to go with my little wild side. OK, I admit it, a slightly larger wild side!! I do alot for the shock factor I guess you could say. But, he doesn't shy away from my shock factor moments. Of course, he hasn't met me really. I mean, I know who he is and he's seen pictures of me but I don't think he really remembers me from the concert. Which kinda bums me out cause that means I wasn't rememberable. And that is one of my biggest fears...not being remembered.

I always wondered about the people who go to parties and no one even knew they were there. Why would you want to be like that?? I mean, if I'm at a party, I want everyone to say, yeah, man, Lisa was at that party. I remember her!! OK, so I like to be the center of attention... I like to be noticed. I figure that goes with my self-esteem issues and my personality. So yeah, I think I have a kick ass personality. I think that where I lack in looks, my personality picks up the slack!! I'm glad I have a great personality. That's better than being drop dead gorgous. It will get you farther in life.

3 more days till I leave for my interview. I hope everyone that reads my blog is crossing their fingers and saying a little prayer. I mean, I'm OK with my life right now but not with my career stuff. The lack of is driving me crazy!! I have so much to offer and I'm not using any of it with my current job. And that scares me. I'm basically wasting away!! So, in 3 more days, maybe I can change that.... I hope so....