2 More Days....

OK, now the Nashville interview is getting really really close!! I am getting really excited about it but I also have some excitement waiting for me when I get back... So the M&M's guy decided we should meet up!! Yup, sneaky Lisa has won a date with the elusive M&M's guy. I don't know if its confidence or what that got me the date. I mean, you have to admire a girl who goes after what she wants. BUT, it's only an innocent meeting. I mean, he's still got his girl and I've still got my guy guy. Totally innocent... Just meeting up so he can meet me in person. I mean, remember, he never met me at the concert...Hell, he might not even like me.. It's funny though cause while we are chatting it's like we are soo much the same. We have the same kind of opinions and the same personality style. It's just fun because he picks up on every little thing I throw at him, and all while we are chatting. I mean, talking in person, it's easier to pick up on all the little things but chatting... well, that takes some skill. He has to read each message like I intend for it to be read. I just think it's totally cool. So, for me, that's exciting. I mean, with my lack of self esteem, this was a big boost. Again though, my personality clinched the deal!!

On the other hand, my guy guy wanted to see me this week before I left for my interview so we are meeting up on Tuesday. Yeah, I do feel way guilty about talking to the M&M's guy when I do have a great guy guy who wants to spend time with me. But, my guy guy kinda sends me mixed signals. I don't think he means too but I want to feel attractive and wanted. He doesn't do that for me very often. I know he doesn't really know that but that bothers me a little. I am excited though because his band is gonna try to book a gig at a local bar here. That will be totally cool for all my friends to go see my guy guy beating his drums!! hehehehe... He's really good too.

Do you think it's wrong to be interested in two guys at the same time?? I mean, like really really interested?? I did just get out of a relationship and someone is gonna be my rebound but both of these guys are totally date material...not rebound status. I think they both have qualities that could keep me happy and interested for a long while. I would hate to not give them both a chance. I mean, one of them could be what I've been looking for!! OK, so I don't really know what I've been looking for but I think they both are great. I guess if I would go back through my blog I could find all the characteristics I look for in a guy. I know one thing, I want a guy with goals. I want a guy who is driven to succeed and always wants to be better. Can I find that guy so soon after a broken relationship?? Is it possible?? Well, whatever happens, I'm glad I met both of these guys and that they are a part of my life. Good or bad they will always be a friend!! I just wonder whats gonna happen next.....