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Saturday, March 19, 2005

Pretty good week....

OK, so if you would have spoke to me Thursday night you would have heard the Old Happy Lisa. Thursday, the Klik met up for dinner. You know, I always think that there was a chance we were growing apart...like, everyone didn't want to hang out anymore, but when we all got together it was just like old times. We talked non-stop for an entire hour. About anything and everything. Smiles on all our faces. Gawd, I love my friends. We just mesh well together. I hope that when we are old ladies we still get together and are just the same as we are today and I believe we will be. It's soo great!! We gawked at the hot waiter who we shall name, "Eye Candy", and we made fun of other people in the restaurant. It was just a great night. OK, so Eye Candy happened to have graduated with the ex. Eye Candy is just that, freakin' Hot!!! He always has been and I used to tell my ex about it. I would love to go out with him. I always thought he was attractive and it would tourk my ex soo bad... speaking of that.... I have a story for my Friday....

Friday I worked in the morning with two of my best friends. It was a really great day. Nothing could bring us down. We had a great time. OK, so I had discussed with one of my friends I was working with, the weird thing about high school guys and finding them attractive. I'll admit that there are two really attractive high schoolers who I am uneasy around because I am attracted to them. Well, they both flirt and I do my darnedest to avoid flirting back. Friday, one came in. He stood and talked to me for about 20 minutes and I was soo nervous he was gonna see I was attracted. My friend had a grinned slapped across her face the entire time. It's really cool though to know that there are guys out there that I find attractive that could be equally attracted to me. He's too young so he is off limits but it's just the realization that maybe there is someone out there for me. Anyway, that's not the story i was gonna tell.. First, I think I need to give you a flashback......

About nine months into my last relationship I did make an error. This guy who came in to work alot and talked to me, gave me his number and told me to call him sometime. There was no attraction to this guy but he was fun to talk to so I didn't want him to not be my friend anymore so I shoved the number into my pocket and forgot about it. When I got home I threw it on my headboard with every other piece of paper I bring home. A couple of days later, totally forgotten, it resurfaced in my boyfriends hand. He questioned me about it, scolded me, and then ripped it up and ate it....yes, you read that right, ATE the paper. He told me he wasn't satisfied with just ripping it up because I could dig it out of the trash and paste it back together...hehehheh..yeah, right. OK, so if you could see this guy, you would totally see he's not my type. He's not "not" attractive, he's just not for me. He has tattoos everywhere, up his neck, down his arms, and nuts in his earlobes to stretch them out. OK so I don't have the stomach for that. If I can see thru your ears, your not for me. I mean that physically and mentally. So with that story told...

He came in again on Friday. It has been a while since he came into work but he reappeared. The last time he was in, he had his girlfriend, this time, he was alone. I helped him find what he needed and during the process he asked if we could "hang out together" sometime. So yeah, he's not my type, but boy would that piss off the ex. I don't know if I'll use him or not though for the fact that I don't want to lead him on...but it sure is a tempting idea. I just know that is something that would bother the ex. He didn't trust the guy. I would rather piss him off with Eye Candy because, wow, Eye Candy is HOT. Totally totally attractive. hehehehe...OK, so small flash back story with Eye Candy. He is friends with my cousin who lives across the road. Last summer, I was mowing the yard in my bikini and my cousin and Eye Candy drove by and waved at me. The next thing I know, Eye Candy is mowing my cousins yard in a wife beater and looking fine. I could tell he was looking and I was soo looking at him. It was just a weird thing... hehehehe... Oh, the things I was thinking when I shouldn't have been thinking of them.... I was still with my ex at the time...Oh well, I just have known it wasn't gonna work. I had my sites on Eye Candy back then. Anyway, probably nothing will happen but I can dream can't I?!?!?!

Today I had a Craft Fair that I had a booth at. I won a raffle and got 12 free tanning bed sessions....yippee... I haven't been to the tanning bed in a year and a half. I need a good fake bake tan!! I also made a profit around $220 on my charm sales. That will go towards the BarBea medical fund!!! Anyway, I guess I'll let you chew on this information and hopefully I'll have another good week!!! See Ya!!!

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