Gettin' behind....
Geez, I have a couple of drinks and it puts me a couple of days behind. What's up with that? OK, so let me get back on track. Things in my life have kinda slowed down. Hell, screeched to a halt. I haven't heard from my guy guy for a couple of days, well, I emailed him today and got a response but not like it used to be. I haven't heard from the M&M's guy since we met.... he must have decided we wouldn't get along. I kinda got that feeling too. And then, I heard way too much from the other guy. To the point I got scared and basically told him to leave me alone.
I feel bad about it because he seemed nice enough but he knew way too much about me and he said some things that threw up red flags for me. Plus, he called me cute....yeah, thats not a bad thing but he said he didn't go for really hot girls because they have an ego problem... OK, well I have a self esteem problem and I want to be with someone who thinks I'm hot...Not just cute like a damn kitten!! OK, so that wasn't a really horrible thing but damn, it made me feel shitty. I've been working on being hot and cute is a step back. Oh well... it's for the best. It wouldn't have worked anyway. He was way to persistant.
So, I'm back to being basically completely single Lisa. That's not a bad thing. I'm not missing the ex terribly or anything. I have just realized there are other guys out there and there are even some interested in me. I kinda felt that way when I was at the bar anyway. Like I coulda took a couple home with me. Kinda wish my guy guy would show some major interest though. He is super fun and nice. Oh well. At least I'm having fun. I kinda got interested in one of the guys that was in the posse at the bar. I hadn't met him before and if he was single I think I could have been really interested in him and possibly him in me. Kinda makes me bitter because the opportunity was there and the people close to me could have hooked us up. Instead they hooked him up with someone else.. geez... I hate missing out on things. Anyway, he was really sweet. Kinda quiet, but I saw potential. I like converting the quiet types!! Anyway, I need to take my mind off of that one because he's attached. I should have acted on it when I was drunk and in the back seat with him where I could have blamed the alcohol. Oh well... probably for the best.
Anyway, it's back to work tomorrow. Time to pick up on the job search again. Now would be the best time to get the hell outa here!!! Oh, by the way, I've been writing a little for my good friend, Dave. Check out his site at www.frogtails.com. I'm outa here....
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