What's up with that????

OK, so today I spent a leisurely day with my Bud at a Job Fair in Huntington, WV. I applied for several positions and placement agencies, some show promise. Anyway, we spent like 4 hours filling out applications and to relax, we headed to the mall. While on my way to the restroom, my cellphone rings. The number was not someone I knew but after applying to several jobs, I answered it anyway.

It happened to be a friend of my ex. Actually, a friend that I could not stand. Anyway, he went on to tell me that my ex said I had a ferret and he had a couple to sell. HOLY SH*T, I WAS JUST ON TV!!!! Ha, WSAZ showed me at the job fair talking with a recruiter!! Cool!!! Anyway, where was I? Oh yeah, so anyway, I figured my ex gave him my cell number... I mean, like that was a reason to give out my cell...hell, call my house. My ex knew I couldn't stand him and it just pissed me off. You know, when you seem to be getting happier everyday *thanx to the compliments of my Army Guy* it's like my ex senses that and does something to put him back in my brain, even for a short moment, and put me into a tiny relapse. I hate that. I live life like he never existed. I wish he would do that for me. That means, forget my cell number, forget my name, and forget everything about me. I mean, hell, he forgot about me when he cheated...why not just continue that?!?!?!

Whatever... It didn't really affect my day all that much. I went and seen an old co-worker and caught up a little bit. That was nice. Of the people I worked with, there are three I am truly going to miss. But, those three are very important to me... but I know they will still be there for me whenever I need them. Those are the type of people I want to be surrounded by. Those who have a voice.. and use it!