Star Wars.....

So, the new Star Wars movie is coming out tonight at midnight. Well well well... I'm not in line to see it. I will see it, but I am not a fan of these prequels. Now, the first Star Wars trilogy, they were awesome. I loved them. Anyway, me and my ex went to see the midnight showing of Spiderman 2 which freakin' rocked. Anyway, when we were going in, I said, 'the fanatics usually come to this showing, we might even see someone dressed up like Spidey.' He said, 'nah, it's not like we are going to a KISS concert.' Sure enough, after we bought our tickets, right behind us came Spidey himself. We actually seen that movie right after I found three girls' numbers in his cell. I actually sat in the theater and wondered if the girls that were there, were the girls in his phone. It didn't make for a fun night.

Anyway, as I relive something I shouldn't, the whole week me and my friends have been preparing for the Big Party!! The Big Party that is next door to my exes home. Now friends assured me he was not invited, that he won't show up. I'm not gonna let him ruin my time with my best friends, celebrating her earning her Master's Degree. It should be an awesome time.

Today at work was a party day. The kids do a reading program all year long and at the end they celebrate. Today was a Waterslide. OK, so I didn't come prepared to participate but the kids started chanting, "LISA LISA" so I had to give the crowd what they wanted. Talk about fun!!! Anyway, here's a picture!!

A funny thing happened to me last night. I sat down on the couch and got stung on my a$$... Can you believe that??? I freakin' wasp was on the couch and stung me. I thought they died after they stung but I guess not. Now he's probably flying around telling all his buddies he gave it to me in the a$$... that pisses me off!!!

Ha, yeah, I know, I'm stupid, but I'm the coolest freakin' Librarian, that's for sure!! Anyway, so next weekend I'm headed to Charlotte. I can't wait!! I am sooo excited!!! I am gonna let loose and have a great time!!! Maybe I won't even come back. That would make me soo happy...

You know what puts a smile on my face day after day??? My horse, Barbea. She is doing soo great now. She looks fabulous and she's just doing so great after her ordeal. Also, everyday, I just smile because my animals are the greatest things. They are just soo full of love for me, it's amazing. At times when I feel lonely and unwanted, they pick me up. I've been feeling that way alot here lately. It's just a phrase. I mean, everytime when I am single, I go thru this phrase.

See, tell me how these pictures can not put a smile on your face!! Bristol and Molly.

I am doing really great though. I really am. I have guys that flirt with me, and tell me I'm beautiful. Some days, I feel beautiful, some days I don't. I know I'm not hideous and that's a big step up from where I used to be. I used to be such a tomboy and thought no one would ever want me. Now, I realize that I just don't want medicore, like I have been dating, I want spectacular!! I want AMAZING!! I want someone like ME!!! OK, so that sounds totally conceded, but really. I want someone like me that can always make people laugh, even on the worst days. I realized I can do that. A new co-worker spent the day with me yesterday and she never stopped laughing. I like that. I like knowing I have that affect on people. I don't know how I do it, but I love it. That's what I want, I want someone exactly like my father. Heck, even someone half the man of my father, because my father is the best man I have ever met. He's close to perfect. I guess every girl wants that though. I guess that's a steep order to fill....

Here, a parting shot to leave you with a smile. Here's Stella!!