AAHH MAN!!!

Well, my racing buddy just called me and said he had tickets to Bristol
but he wasn't going to go and asked if I wanted to buy them. With
money situation right now, there is no way... but, man, I would love to
go!!! So, I realize that some people actually stumble across my blog
and read it...shout out to Kansas Shitty!! It is really funny
to see some of other peoples blogs and opinions. Take for instance
this Kansas Shitty person, he said I should euthanize my horse... What
the f*ck?!?!!?!? We have a long chat session and straightened
everything out but let me tell ya, it rubbed me the wrong way!! I
would like to think I can hold up my own when it comes to tongue-
lashings and put-downs. I'm pretty good at it when my blood is
boiling. The irony of it... Barbea had a bad day after that..

Thursday the vet was coming to take out her staples from her
incision. She wasn't feeling well that day and I suggested a couple of
things to the vet. She didn't take my advise, instead she waited to
hear back from OSU. When they got back with her, they told her to do
what I had suggested she do. Go figure. I learned a little bit being
at OSU for a week. She is better now. I just have to keep a really
close eye on her. But, get this, the vet was supposed to call me that
night at 5pm, got the call at 7:30pm.. She said she would all me
between 10am and 11am the next day to give me the test results. I was
gonna go shopping with the Klik but I decided to stay home and monitor
Barbea, plus wait for the phone call. I received that call at 5:15pm.
I waited around all day long. If she wouldn't have gave me a time, it
wouldn't upset me but just don't tell me you are gonna call at a
certain time and then not. That's just not right. Anyway, test came
back good.

Got my hair cut... little shorter than I usually go... I think it
makes me look fat.. damn, its my fault... I told her to go shorter..
well, in a month it will be the length I wanted it.... there goes my
chance with Eye Candy... Also got an email from my guy guy, said he
sucks at staying in touch... no kidding.. he got a crutch rocket and a
job. I guess he's getting more grown up!!

Last night I went and seen The Ring Two with my buddy, Greg.
It was OK. Not very scary. It was nice to go to a movie though. I
hadn't seen one since The Aviator with Kim. I guess when you
don't have someone, you just don't go. Depressing... I am starting to
feel really bad about the fact that I'm always calling myself a loser
and that no one wants me when in actuality, I do get asked out, I'm
just too damn picky... I guess I've always been like that. Some people
just go out with everyone who asks. I don't see the point if I have no
attraction. I guess I feel an obligation to a date too, like a good
night kiss and stuff. If I'm not interested, then that would be
leading them on. I just want to stick to people that I am giddy
about. Hopefully someone like that will ask me out. Someone that I'm
obviously flirted with and showed interest in. These guys who are
asking me out are guys I haven't did that with. I don't get it. It's
like they stand back and watch me flirt with someone else then call
me.. That is just weird. Oh well, tonight I'm having Easter with my
family.. All the happy couples... Three are engaged. Should be a
FABULOUS time... bah humbug... I mean, bah humbunny...